Yesterday I was in a dark place and quite honestly today isn’t that much better... I am trying to be positive... looking around me and seeing everything seem to be going good for the people around me so why not let the darkness roll off my shoulders... if it were that easy so many things in this world would be so different.
You know the movie Garden State (click here for the scene) where he takes the starry eyed smiley pill and everything slows down and then speeds up all while he is sitting there letting the time pass him... that’s how I feel, only I’m not under the influence. I’m just standing... standing and letting the people and the time pass me by, I feel like I am watching everything happen for other people as I am in a stand still... I am tired and a bit lost...
Anyway, needing to find a positive outlet Killah K and # came over and as I felt as if I was standing, I had her stand in my place... yeah she’s topless and inked and it made me smile which was a nice getaway. A bro, her girl and me, the best friend.
Jesus : TITS!
I know I have a lot going for me and that I am creative... I think that part of being a creative soul is the darkness... not only the fortune but the misfortune... the extremes bring the intensity that forces the creative flow and probably why so many artists are/were fucked up and so called crazy. I’m not saying this to scare people... I’m just saying this because I just want to be apart of something worth something... I want to be wanted and not just because I take pictures or create a beautiful world around me... Who knows if this makes sense and I feel like I’m rambling so I will leave you with this: Thank you for continuing with me through Oct. 30 Days 30 Photos. I truly appreciate all the comments and feedback. I hope that through this, I have connected with you on some level and let you know that the world is full of both chaos and beauty. Best wishes and see you for the next series.
Today:
Song: Zero 7 - Waiting Line
Quote of the Day: “I’m not telling you it’s going to be easy, i’m telling you it’s going to be worth it.”
Fav Food Consumed Today: Chicken Alfredo w/ broccoli
Craving: Combos
Drinking: Diet Mt. Dew
Random Fact: Finding happy isn’t always easy but I have hopes that tomorrow will bring sunshine. Anche nel buio a trovare la luce.
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