Do you ever look around you and see the world turning and wishing to could either one, stay with it or two, catch up? That’s where I am at... My world is full of crap, full of wanting to catching up... I am forever going, I want to succeed, I want to do something great in life... I feel that I work so hard, that I try to put things out there and that I always end up at the buffet line grabbing way more than I can actually take on.
I wish things weren’t so hard sometimes. I wish you could say what you wanted or where you wanted to go and things would fall into place... but recently I feel like as everything is coming together, everything is falling apart. Everyone has their own demons, everyone has their own struggles and today I feel lost. I know things will be ok and that I will move forward but yes, not everything is rainbows and butterflies.
I guess in being a free spirit I can get lost in the moment, in which the big picture is taken away, my focus can go astray and in wanting to do everything and being that “YES” person, can actually make me want to scream inside my head. Don’t get me wrong I will never live any other way or want to change, I just have to remember to breathe and refocus.
Today:
Song: The XX - Sunset
Quote of the Day: “Never get so busy making a living that you forget to make a life.”
Fav Food Consumed Today: LoHo’s cosmic turkey creation
Craving: Carrots
Drinking: Gingerbread Eggnog
Random Fact: As much as I put out there, I still live in my head... a lot...
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